The thing is, I started to miss her, I would have dreams of walking with her in the snow. I kept going to my friend's house for D&D, but I felt so conflicted about being around his dog that I stopped interacting with it, I forced myself to ignore her, and when that didn't work I stopped coming to D&D at all. I knew and still know that it's entirely unethical to have sexual contact with an animal, and my attraction to my friend's dog made me feel extremely gross about myself and it still does to some extent. Needless to say, I was extremely conflicted about the whole experience when I thought about it later. It was really surprising and embarrassing and the rest of the people there had a good laugh because apparently it's a reasonably frequent occurrence since she isn't spayed. I came back again to play D&D more, but my attention was always distracted by her.Įventually, when I was petting her side one afternoon, she moved herself so that her rear was facing me and she started rubbing herself on me. Anyway, for some reason I really liked his dog, how sleek she was, how smooth and how friendly she was. I've always been much more comfortable with animals than with humans, I had a neglectful childhood and so I always hung out with my cats and dog a lot. It started when I started playing D&D at a friend's house, and I met his dog. I have now and have had for about 3 or 4 years (I'm almost 18 now), a sexual and sometimes romantic attraction to certain animals.
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